The fluorescent
lights of the campground bathroom seem assaulting at six o’clock in the morning
but the brightness brings out the colors in the wings of the moth that sits
trapped in a puddle of water on the counter. Beautiful modeling of greys,
blues, greens, yellows and oranges form a mosaic that captures my attention
and, perhaps because I am tired, I see, in micro version the landscape of the
Canadian Rockies. For six days we have peddled and hiked our way from Banff,
through Lake Louise and across the Icefields parkway, to Jasper.
Graced with
beautiful weather, my hands look tan against the white sink as I wash my face and
brush my teeth. Six days away from Internet and text, I feel a stillness in my
core that is rare and welcome. A pulse from the corner of my eye draws my
attention and I realize that the moth is still alive. Again, I am taken, as if
in a vortex, into the landscape of its tiny wings. I see, in the grey greens,
the tall, majestic peeks of the Parkway. Unlike our own Colorado and Wyoming Rocky
Mountains, the craggy peaks of Northern counterpart seem untouchable, almost frightening
in their grandeur.

Only three days ago we arrived at the Columbia Icefield and
while preparing to walk to Athabasca glacier, we spoke with a native Albertan
whom was ironically clad in a short-sleeved Hawaiian T-shirt. He boasted about
the Canadian Rockies and said he liked them much better than the Colorado
Rockies. While it seems impossible to compare such desperate beauties, his
commentary caused me some introspective, contrasting thought. Perhaps, I
conclude, the Colorado Rockies are neither as grand nor as impressive as those
of the Parkway, but the biodiversity of Colorado and Wyoming seems to easily
surpass these scarce, silent lands.
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| Athabasca Glacier |
When we finally deensconsed from the
Albertan’s musings, we walked, first in silence, from the parking lot to the
Glacier. Becca breaks the silence when she laughs and says, “Maybe six and a
half hours of uphill peddling made my legs just a little tired.” The day before
we had done what may have been the hardest ride of my life. After completing
forty miles of gradual uphill, we had climbed steeply for two and half hours.
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Half way up the CLIMB! Sunwapta Pass |
My metabolism continually licked at the anaerobic threshold for the full climb
just as the roaring tour buses licked against our left shoulders threatening to
force us from the road. Christi and I giggle and tired legs and our laughs
combine with the wind on the glacier to reminding us of our connectedness with
this barren landscape.
With each step we
pass rings of glacial recession. Shortly after the dirt road had excited from
the highway we had biked past years labeled 1925, 1952, 1962…. Now, as we walk,
we pass a 1972 sign, then 1982; we see, perhaps, the rawest, most visible
evidence of climate change. Christi reminseces that this was the year that she
first visited the park. A sign attests to the impacts of global warming on the
Athabasca glacier that is, quite literally, slipping away. Sad, my glance,
sinks to the rocks below where glaciation has left scars on the land. The
scratches, such visible evidence of the constant dynamic breathing and shifting
of the glacier. I am reminded of graffiti as the markings seem as violent in
nature and as representative of a marginalized structure, defeated, but clinging
to life.
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| Glacial Scouring |
My eyes, beginning
to adjust to the fluorescent lights of the campground bathroom, have now
appropriately been transfixed by the blue-greens on the moth’s modeled wings.
Freed by the violent etchings of the glacier’s recession, is the silt that runs
downstream forming, what to me is the most beautiful feature of the Parkway,
the glacial lakes.
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| Tangled Falls |
Our first day of biking was interrupted by trickling streams
and, when we crested a particularly steep climb, we were met by the view of Bow
lake. Nearly glowing aquamarine, the blues mixed with the greens more
pleasingly than any gemstone. Awestruck, we had pulled our bikes into the
overview parking lot where at least fifty motorists, cars idling had their
heads sticking out of their RVs. Quickly we were accosted by two Chinese men
traveling in a Hummer Jeep; they wore leather and bandanas and with an SLR,
they chased us through the parking lot exclaiming, “One, Two, Three” as they
shot one picture after another. Though for a moment we felt like three famous
female warriors being chased by the paparozi, the feeling quickly faded when we
saw the idling Hummer engine.
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| Bow Lake |
Each night, once tucked safely in our tents, Christi’s
was reading to us from Al Gore’s book,
Our
Choice. “Carbon dioxide produced in the burning of these fossil fuels
accounts for the single largest amount of the air pollution responsible for
climate change.” (Chapter 1). Between the parking lot of idling RVs, Hummers
and rental cars, I suddenly felt trapped in the juxtapose between the rising
water levels of the glacial lake and the very emission of the greenhouse gases
causing the melt.
The moth’s body
heaves slowly once again and my attention is brought, only briefly, back to
present. The creamy whites in the micro-landscape quickly take me back to the
wide glacial U-shaped Valley where the Sunwapta River follows a braided path.
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| Braided Sunwapta River |
After cresting the second of two mountain passes - Bow Pass is followed by
Suwapta pass – we had ridden, knuckles white towards the north, Athabasca
Glacier growing smaller behind us with each roll of our wheel. The steep grade
had finally moderated and a wide shoulder had opened. The sun sparkled across
the white glacial silt and it seemed that we were lifted on its rays as we spun
along with the rippling water. Becca would later dup this
Zen Riding.
With the warmth of
this memory, I realize that the deep yellows on the moths wings contrast with
the assaulting fluorescence of the lights but they are reminiscent of the sun
during our last night at camp. After five and a half hours of more Zen Riding
than the day before, we had camped at Honeymoon Lake. Elated by the fact that
this campground name literally meant that there was (as the Canadians would
say), “a proper swimming lake”, Christi literally bounded off of her bike directly
into to the lake. We had swum for nearly a mile, finding the view from the
middle of the lake to be most pleasing. In honor of the ski team slogan “Stoked
365”, we dubbed this view, “Stoked 360 (degrees, that is)”. For, to the East
were the Flatirons called “The Endless Chain”.
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| Honeymoon Lake and the Endless Chain |
To the South, we could still
make out the Columbia Icefield and to the West and North, craggy peaks jutted
above the trees. Our swim was topped off by an incredible spaghetti dinner
(Christi’s homemade sauce). As we sat at the picnic table, the sun began to set
and I felt warm and peaceful. But I also felt something else, something I had
never felt so strongly before. It was as though I was connected to the sun, and
as it shone through the trees, I was connected to them too. It was- at the risk
of insinuating that I had simply spent too much time with our Dr. Bronner’s
soap - as though we were all one.
On the
nights that our moods shifted away from the analytical writing of Al Gore, we
had read
The Four Agreements but Don
Miguel Ruiz. Perhaps his words explain best what I was feeling, “What you will
see is love coming out of the trees, love coming out of the sky, love coming
out of the light. You will perceive love from everything around you. This is
the state of bliss. You perceive love directly from everything, including
yourself and other humans. Even when humans are sad or angry, behind these
feelings you can see that they are also sending love.” (p. 124).
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| Becca in Bliss |
With this I take
the flat end of my Tom’s Whitening toothpaste and gingerly set it down next to
the trapped moth. As though it was waiting for this very escape it moves its
antennae and then steps on leg quickly after another onto the dry safety of the
toothpaste tube. As it leaves behind its watery grave, I wonder if it is through
love, love of the earth, love of each other, love of everything that we will
escape what seems to be the inevitable watery grave of climate change.
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| Athabasca Glacier |
Link to all our photos:
https://plus.google.com/photos/117369265576998549824/albums/6048695906356047265?authkey=CMay3rqc_dqqqgE
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